I had a dream about you again last night. It's the second time that you've entered my dreams.. it's making me hesitant to cross paths with you again. I miss you. A lot. I'm not over you and I don't think that I'll ever be. I don't know what I'd do if I ever saw you again. I have a feeling that it'll happen. Maybe not now, maybe not soon, but I think it's gonna happen. In my dreams, I avoided you for as long as I could. I was trying to avoid the awkward tension the second we would lay eyes upon each other. I'm sick of missing you. I'm sick of the wondering, dreams, and nostalgia. I just wish you'd just come back to me so that all this bullshit can just stop. I just want you back. I wish I could just rewind time back when you were just mine. Sigh.. And after all the shit I went through, I still think of you. Fuckkkkkkkk.
-A.Ly