See You Later

Today was a bitch, but that totally changed after I left school with AJ. We had a few complications for ditching 7th period, but I managed to fall through. We met up at his car and there we drove to Milpitas High. It really does look like Independence, but slightly smaller with a little mixture of Evergreen college. It was nice, but I think I like our school better; no offense, guys. LOL. But yeah.. We got there at about 255, but we just walked around mindlessly until we found this little area with the benches and stuff. The "hangout" place, as I call it, haha. So we sat there until the bell rang; about a minute later, of course, AJ saw my girlfriend, CASS, and told me to run up to her. I stood up and walked super fast towards her, gave her the biggest hug, and walked with her back to the table. And as I turned around, there was John right behind me! I thought that was so weird. He gave me the biggest hug ever! Just like a teddy bear, haha. He had labelled me his "best friend" about a few weeks ago. I'm glad he doesn't like me more than that, thank God. But anyways, I met up with almost everyone except for Gabby. Boo. I wanted to see that pretty smile of hers. I saw ANH HAI! WHOOOT. He gave me the longest hug ever, haha. I saw Lisa too; AJ and I hella surprised her. But anyways, we walked around meeting new people and seeing others that we saw at Battle. John pulled me away from AJ & Cass and took me to go meet his friends. He placed his arm around me, trying to make it look like I was his girlfriend. Jiggah, please. Haha, but I just went along with it to see what his friends might say. I met some cool kids, and some _______ kids. Haha, I don't wanna describe them in a mean way! LOL. We shook hands and left; I saw Paul, gave him a hug, and walked off. We came back and lost the couple, but we went out and about with Alexis too. Then I saw Mr. I'mtoobusyrightnow. Lol. Yes, Kevin Miranda. You know this is you haha. So I hung out with them for a little bit and then they all had to leave so I hugged them and took off. After that, I caught up with the couple, Ediben, Eda, and Lisa and chilled for about a good three-four minutes. After they took off, our trio went around, getting a tour. We went to the biggest building or whatever and hung out in Ms. Tam's room. She's a dope ass teacher, yo! Cuss in front of her and shit and she doesn't even say anything! DAMN. She's COOL. While in there, I met Joyce, AJ [Cass' best friend which is a girl], and Jester. We hung out of a while, but then Joyce's ex came by and started to be all fucking gangster wanting to talk to her and shit. Damn, poor girl. He's hella stalking her ass, but while they were still together, he supposedly cheated on her and forced her to kiss him and shit. DAMN. He's hella fucking obsessed with her. So he kept calling her phone and everybody was about to jump his ass. Everybody hated him; I haven't even met the fool personally, but I mother fucking hate his damn guts already. Later on [around 430 or so?], he came in the room to watch her or talk to her. She ignored him, so he took off. He came back like two of three more times; trying to act all hard and shit. JIGGAH, PLEASE. We got like five people, yo. We'll kick yo ass any day. When he called Joyce, Jester picked up the phone about two times and Dustin [her ex] was like, "You want to die?" to Jester. Jester threw down the phone and was like, "Oh hell no. Don't fucking threaten me like that" and walked out of the classroom. Everyone chased after him and told him that Dustin wasn't worth it. I was hella ready to fight. Ehh. At the end of the visit, we walked Joyce to her car and walked to the parking lot. AJ dropped Cass off at her house for her dance recital and took me home after. The visit was fun, but the ending was just hella crazy, yo. When I got home, I hella ate and did the usual internet. Anh, my ex, once again IMed me. Shit, dude. He's fucking obsessed with me. It's not fucking okay. So, if you read my other blog, Glory!, then you'll see how pissed off I was. I'm glad to fucking tell his ass off. Shit. It's not fucking okay to IM me everyday asking me about EVERYTHING. Homie, back the hell up. Shoot. Anyway, PLANS FOR THIS MONTH?:

This Friday: Camping! All the way til' Sunday, but you can still call me if you miss me. ♥ OH! And Daddy's birthday.
June 11: Last day of school
June 13: MHS' Graduation & movies afterwards! PS- I'm gonna drag Kevin Miranda around and dress him up, whether he likes it or not. OH! And pictures with everyone!!
June 20: Me & Philip's birthday parties!
June 26: Maggie's birthday

Ugh. I'm leaving in July 2nd. Let's do something memorable before I get shipped to hell hole.
I'mma go to sleep; it's 12:34. K, Lates! ♥

Goals For High School

For me, the past two years have been remarkable being new to high school. It was an experience facing all the tension in between: grades, family battles and wars, misunderstanding and unappreciative ignorant friends, ex-friends, misleading love, and reappearances from some people out there. So for the next two school years, I vow myself to enjoy the best time period of my life; continuing without the difficulties or tensions holding me back. I want to go out and reach for whatever I can find; and seek what I can't. I don't care what the hell it takes, but sure as hell, I will do it.

Junior Year
Try to be more active in clubs such as: CVC and Kasama
Work my way up to be officers for Kasama at least because I sure as hell can't be an officer for CVC.
Join Fantastics and participate more with decorations like freshman year
Tutor people in biology, haha
NO SLACKING OFF.
Make every investment worth its while.
Try to get a 4.0!
Family and grades are first priority.
Hehehe. Try to stay in JV swim because it's less pressure :]
Try stopping panic attacks
Run for office for Kasama
Run for SUPREME COURT!
Get HCD; pink slip
Work at Kumon


Senior Year
My slack off year? Not anymore!
Get 5 periods
CVC & Kasama
SUPREME COURT! [If I win]
I need motivation because I'm gonna be in Varsity
Drive
GO TO PROM WITH JOVEY! DOUBLE DATES, MAN.
Buy a pastel blue dress for prom
Make my last year in high school the best year of my life!
Need to focus where to go and what to major in..

If you have any ideas on what I should add on here, feel free to help!

Reappearance

Well, I don't even know how to say this & it has been on my mind for a while now. It's almost been a year since since our breakup and I never knew that this would occur. So much had happened between us and you should know that I'll never forget it. You were my first and only boyfriend I have ever had, but it's just that my affection for you isn't there anymore.. I know you still love me and I respect that, but you're just passing my border line; IMing me whenever you have the chance or reading all my status' on facebook or whatever. To me, you are invading me. Maybe even stalking me. Just because you had told me that you still like me or whatever, does NOT give you permission whatsoever to just.. stalk me. I don't like it. I'm getting to the point where I want to block your ass so that I don't have to deal with this anymore. There is a fine line between friendship and obsession; you're really crossing it. I didn't want to tell you straight up because I didn't want to break or hurt you a second time. Really, I still care for you as a friend, but nothing more. I'm sorry. I'm tired of you wanting to IM me, telling me you miss me, asking about my love life constantly, telling me that whatever guy I like is lucky, and checking up on my page everyday. I don't know how to say it non other than Leave Me The Fuck Alone. I told you maybe later on something might happen between us because I seriously don't know what the future holds. I didn't want to get your hopes up and shit and I sincerely apologize. Man, I know I may sound like a bitch right now, but I'm seriously glad it's off my chest. Oh, and by the way, don't EVER ask about my love life ever again. It's personal; if I wanna fucking share it with you, then I will. But seriously, just back the hell away from me and just let me go.