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I gots Tumblr now! Follow me! I'm not going to blog on there unless it's those goals I want to share with people and other stuff. I only post songs, pictures, quotes, and wishlists on there, but feel free to check it out if you want. Keeping Faith is my personal blog and I'm still going to keep for personal reasons, so don't unfollow me! Lol. Just wanted to let you guys know, that's all. I'll still continue to update on here. Oh yeah! Check out this song from Gabe Bondoc called Whether Or Not. It's such a great song and I'm pretty sure you'll like it too. Well anyways, I'm going to play with my page for most of the day, haha! Until next time, see you!

Helpless Romantic

So ever since I came back from Vietnam on August 2nd, I've been feeling.. strange? I didn't know how to operate my phone, I wanted to sleep the second I stepped into the house, I've been suffering a serious case of constipation, and now I got my TOM. So there you have it folks; I'm Amanda yet again. I don't want to go back to reality because all it does is just stress me out and leads me to a greater chance of disappointing my family and friends.. again. I shouldn't have planted so many goals inside my head because I know that I can't keep up. I'm not as fast as the others in that AP class. They're brilliant, intelligent, athletic, popular, etc. Man, I'm so tired that I just pass out every time I drift my face away from the screen of the laptop. It's been like that all day. I haven't slept for over 24 hours, which might explains why, haha. My plans for tomorrow is to read New Moon and listen to new songs I missed out on while I was gone. So last night was sort of awkward.. It was at around 1am when I called Booger [yes, I totally forgot that I nicknamed him that, how shameful of me!]. We talked until 2 something, but his phone hung up on me. I called him back and we talked for about another hour or so and he sang to me again! He sang Everything by Lifehouse; there's a story behind this song, but I just don't want to talk about it, muhahaha. It made me melt because it was a song I fell in love with a couple years back and it meant a lot to me. Any who, we're going to watch HP6 next Tuesday. Can't wait! Afterwards, we're going to Red Robbin and I'll try to make him shop with me.. and buy me stuff. I haven't seen that loser for a year! Ugh. I'm too lazy to continue. Until next time, see you!

Forever & A Day

I'm am going to have a confession session with myself because I can't continue to lie about my feelings.

Confession 1: I'm not superly in need of a relationship, but surely I am aware it is on my list of wants. I want a relationship. I want to be loved. Homones stepping along the way? Maybe it's just me? I don't know. All I know is that when I come home, I should be looking forward to HP6. Wow. My first official one-on-one date with him. I haven't seen him for one year. Who am I to fool that I'm ridiculously in like with him?

Confession 2: It's been playing on my mind over and over again and again. Since HP always had some suspenseful parts within the movie, it gives me the opportunity to cuddle with him? Cheesy? I know. But don't you agree that's the perfect moment?

Confession 3: I regret not wanting to go to Vietnam. This was the perfect chance for a break from stressing all year long. I admit, sophomore year was the best so far ;D

Confession 4: Mood swings. I've been taking it out on certain people. I'm so mean.

Confession 5: I feel really left out. I feel like I've been MIA in CA. Everyone is having a killer summer while I'm stuck in another country, haha.

Confession 6: I'm actually liking the way I look now. I love the hair and anti-acne skin. I'm super thankful for that. Thank you God!

Confession 7: I don't want to come home. I have to put up with a new school year, school work, sports, clubs, family, and friends. Now that I'm over here, it doesn't seem so impressive as it used to sound.

Well, I don't know what else to confess except for the ones above. I can't wait to upload the limited pictures I took here, haha. Oh yeah. Another confession- I haven't taken much pictures ever since we've been here. It's okay. Lol. Until then, I'll see you when I get back. Peace!