Shit.

My cousin sent me a message on Facebook saying how I got her in trouble for going to San Diego. Fucking shit. She wanted to sneak to San Diego probably fucking getting drunk and shit and lied to her fucking mom that she was going back to fucking Davis instead. I told my mother that she wasn't going to be in Morgan Hill, so I slept over at Kristen's house instead. Fuck. She sent me a message saying how I was like a sister that had to cover for her and all that BS to make me feel guilty. Maybe if you let me on on the scheme, I would've kept my mouth fucking shut. FUCKING SHIT. It's not my fault that you got in trouble. Whatever.

Tumblr

I gots Tumblr now! Follow me! I'm not going to blog on there unless it's those goals I want to share with people and other stuff. I only post songs, pictures, quotes, and wishlists on there, but feel free to check it out if you want. Keeping Faith is my personal blog and I'm still going to keep for personal reasons, so don't unfollow me! Lol. Just wanted to let you guys know, that's all. I'll still continue to update on here. Oh yeah! Check out this song from Gabe Bondoc called Whether Or Not. It's such a great song and I'm pretty sure you'll like it too. Well anyways, I'm going to play with my page for most of the day, haha! Until next time, see you!

Helpless Romantic

So ever since I came back from Vietnam on August 2nd, I've been feeling.. strange? I didn't know how to operate my phone, I wanted to sleep the second I stepped into the house, I've been suffering a serious case of constipation, and now I got my TOM. So there you have it folks; I'm Amanda yet again. I don't want to go back to reality because all it does is just stress me out and leads me to a greater chance of disappointing my family and friends.. again. I shouldn't have planted so many goals inside my head because I know that I can't keep up. I'm not as fast as the others in that AP class. They're brilliant, intelligent, athletic, popular, etc. Man, I'm so tired that I just pass out every time I drift my face away from the screen of the laptop. It's been like that all day. I haven't slept for over 24 hours, which might explains why, haha. My plans for tomorrow is to read New Moon and listen to new songs I missed out on while I was gone. So last night was sort of awkward.. It was at around 1am when I called Booger [yes, I totally forgot that I nicknamed him that, how shameful of me!]. We talked until 2 something, but his phone hung up on me. I called him back and we talked for about another hour or so and he sang to me again! He sang Everything by Lifehouse; there's a story behind this song, but I just don't want to talk about it, muhahaha. It made me melt because it was a song I fell in love with a couple years back and it meant a lot to me. Any who, we're going to watch HP6 next Tuesday. Can't wait! Afterwards, we're going to Red Robbin and I'll try to make him shop with me.. and buy me stuff. I haven't seen that loser for a year! Ugh. I'm too lazy to continue. Until next time, see you!