Disappointments.

The boys I used to like or currently like are seriously pissing me off. I don't know where the hell I went wrong and I seriously don't think I fucking deserve all this BULLSHIT from them. Stupid boys. Shit faces. Anyways, I'll tell you about why each these boys are pissing me off.
From youngest to oldest; try to guess who they are. & they're all different people.

1. My first love; you should KNOW who this is, lol. He took me off of his MySpace; I know it's not a big deal and crap, but it portrays how he doesn't want me in his life anymore. I don't know what to do. After all our promises, are they still there? I want to write you a letter, but I don't even know how to do this. I don't even know how this is gonna work. Seriously? After all of the heartbreaks you gave me, I'm still here. I still fucking care. I'm still here to listen.

2. Dumb ass. I called you so we could discuss calmly about what happened between you & her. She LIKES someone else and tells you to fucking wait for her because she still likes the other dude. Are you that FUCKING STUPID? You expect me to just sit back here and let that happen? You gave me hella attitude last night when I tried to lighten things up. You haven't called me for more than a week because you thought I didn't want to talk about this. You wanted to talk to me about it, but you thought I didn't want to hear it because it was about her. Even if I hate her, I don't want you to hold back because I do. We're best friends. We're supposed to tell each other what's been eating up inside our minds. I've literally stared at my phone for the past week thinking you'd fucking call. Bullshit. I'm tired. You're willing to wait for a girl that doesn't fully like you, but you don't go for the girl that knows you by heart. Excellent move, genius.

3. You're such a man whore. You go from relationship to relationship. Right after she left you, you went looking for me. I don't feel comfortable with you flirting with me and calling me 'Baby' or 'Babe' and expect me to call you that back? I don't think so. I might have gave you the wrong signs in the beginning, but I'm coming back to my senses. I guess I was needing to be so flirtatious because no one was there for me to be flirtatious with. I know I hella toyed with your emotions, and I'm sorry. Really. I just.. needed someone there for me. I felt so empty for so long.. I didn't know how to control it. I just want to set things straight; I don't like you. Other than being so flirty, you would have been the perfect guy. We are alike in so many ways I can't possibly imagine, but the thing is that.. I don't like you. I feel no passion between us & plus you like taking things fast. I don't. I like to take it slow. Ugh. I'm so frustrated!