Wednesday, July 7, 2010

JamFamBamLambCamRamPam.

jambamflimflam is available 12:02 am
soul in every breath I take 9m ago
amandax0ii 12:02 am
(12:02:24 AM): DUDE
Me: OMG DID YOU READ IT?!
Jam: mhm, still reading.
Jam: man.. i did not expect this
(12:02:55 AM): but it's really
(12:02:57 AM): heart warming.
jambamflimflam 12:04 am
(12:04:40 AM): words cannot express
(12:04:49 AM): how many emotions have just rushed through my mind
amandax0ii 12:04 am
(12:04:55 AM): that crazy?
jambamflimflam 12:05 am
(12:05:03 AM): it was like
(12:05:04 AM): a ride
(12:05:13 AM): back through the three years her and I have known eachother
amandax0ii 12:05 am
(12:05:15 AM): doesn't it give you like.. good chills? idk. even i felt it. LOL
(12:05:17 AM): sorry
jambamflimflam 12:05 am
(12:05:19 AM): yeah!
amandax0ii 12:05 am
(12:05:20 AM): continue
jambamflimflam 12:05 am
(12:05:29 AM): no no! ahah no need to apologize
amandax0ii 12:06 am
(12:06:17 AM): i got chu
(12:06:19 AM): talk to me!
jambamflimflam 12:07 am
(12:07:55 AM): man
(12:07:56 AM): i really
(12:07:58 AM): don't know what to say
(12:08:00 AM): LOL
(12:08:14 AM): i got the biggest
(12:08:19 AM): heartwarming feeling
(12:08:25 AM): from the start to finish
amandax0ii 12:13 am
(12:13:18 AM): that's good
(12:13:20 AM): it made me
(12:13:24 AM): reminisce too
(12:13:24 AM): LOL
(12:13:28 AM): WHY DID THIS TOUCH ME
(12:13:30 AM): LOL
jambamflimflam 12:13 am
(12:13:37 AM): HAHAHA
(12:13:40 AM): man
(12:13:46 AM): i have so much
(12:13:49 AM): gratitude towards this
amandax0ii 12:14 am
(12:14:02 AM): are you
(12:14:09 AM): gonna talk to her about it?
jambamflimflam 12:14 am
(12:14:21 AM): most definately
(12:14:24 AM): she's said what she has to say
(12:14:34 AM): and I need to return the favor
(12:14:56 AM): i really am thankful though, this was the point in time where I just kept trying to find love
(12:15:00 AM): but she's helping me realize
(12:15:04 AM): i don't need that right now
(12:15:18 AM): friendship REALLY does go a long way
(12:15:35 AM): it's like an eye opening thing
(12:16:04 AM): I guess you could say i got lost.
amandax0ii 12:27 am
(12:27:22 AM): geezus
(12:27:26 AM): rollercoaster
jambamflimflam 12:32 am
(12:32:05 AM): mhmm
(12:32:09 AM): OH
(12:32:11 AM): and
(12:32:13 AM): knock knock
(12:32:37 AM): okay nevermind i probably sound weird right now
(12:32:40 AM): HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYY
(12:32:42 AM): (=
amandax0ii 12:35 am
(12:35:31 AM): LOL
(12:35:31 AM): LOL
(12:35:34 AM): omg
(12:35:36 AM): i'm sorry
(12:35:42 AM): my aunt called me from hawaii
jambamflimflam 12:35 am
(12:35:48 AM): HAHA
amandax0ii 12:35 am
(12:35:48 AM): thanks, buddy
(12:35:49 AM): :]
jambamflimflam 12:35 am
(12:35:49 AM): itsall good!

(12:35:56 AM): k
(12:35:57 AM): let me
(12:35:58 AM): reread
(12:36:02 AM): what you wrote
(12:36:02 AM): LOL
jambamflimflam 12:36 am
(12:36:04 AM): HAHA
(12:36:06 AM): mmkay!
(12:36:07 AM): but yeah
(12:36:15 AM): i responded to Jovey's blog
(12:36:28 AM): but I hope she'll get to read it, since she's real busy with all her stuff
(12:36:31 AM): it might've been too late
amandax0ii 12:36 am
(12:36:33 AM): this is a great present omg
(12:36:34 AM): LOL
(12:36:37 AM): idk.
(12:36:39 AM): i like no
(12:36:41 AM): it*
(12:36:46 AM): /no creepiness
jambamflimflam 12:36 am
(12:36:49 AM): HAHA
amandax0ii 12:37 am
(12:37:28 AM): ..
(12:37:29 AM): LOL
(12:37:32 AM): you all love me
jambamflimflam 12:38 am
(12:38:34 AM): dude
(12:38:36 AM): of course
amandax0ii 12:38 am
(12:38:43 AM): OMG
(12:38:46 AM): DID HE JUST...
(12:38:49 AM): WALK BY ME
(12:38:50 AM): OMFG
jambamflimflam 12:38 am
(12:38:54 AM): LOL
amandax0ii 12:38 am
(12:38:54 AM): HE'S LIKe
(12:38:56 AM): SO HOT
(12:38:58 AM): OMGGGGG
jambamflimflam 12:38 am
(12:38:59 AM): HELLAHELLA HOT
(12:39:00 AM): OMGOMGOMG
amandax0ii 12:39 am
(12:39:08 AM): i knew you loved checking out boys.
(12:39:11 AM): we should do it
(12:39:13 AM): sometime.
(12:39:15 AM): budddddddy.
(12:39:16 AM): LOL
jambamflimflam 12:39 am
(12:39:19 AM): aye girl
(12:39:24 AM): i fly straight
(12:39:29 AM): ain't no curves round hurrrr
amandax0ii 12:39 am
(12:39:30 AM): with some
jambamflimflam 12:39 am
(12:39:32 AM): nawmtalkinbowww
amandax0ii 12:39 am
(12:39:33 AM): bumps
(12:39:35 AM): LOL
jambamflimflam 12:39 am
(12:39:37 AM): GIRLS ALL THE WAY
amandax0ii 12:39 am
(12:39:38 AM): LOL
(12:39:39 AM): HAHAHA
(12:39:41 AM): omg
jambamflimflam 12:39 am
(12:39:42 AM): HAHAH
(12:39:43 AM): that
(12:39:44 AM): sounded
(12:39:46 AM): kinda gay
(12:39:47 AM): actually
(12:39:47 AM): LOL
amandax0ii 12:39 am
(12:39:48 AM): you're speshal
(12:39:50 AM): ..
(12:39:52 AM): kinda?
(12:39:53 AM): LOL
jambamflimflam 12:40 am
(12:40:16 AM): aahah
(12:40:16 AM): man
(12:40:18 AM): to be honest
(12:40:20 AM): i felt really shitty
(12:40:21 AM): the whole day
(12:40:25 AM): and my spirit
(12:40:30 AM): has been feeling really
(12:40:31 AM): wornout
(12:40:40 AM): not to sound cliche though
(12:40:41 AM): LOL
(12:41:05 AM): jovey did in one blog post what i've been trying to do for the past months
amandax0ii 12:43 am
(12:43:32 AM): but never had the time to do, right?
(12:43:37 AM): dude
(12:43:47 AM): i wrote so many for my ex
(12:43:51 AM): but then i just gave up
(12:43:52 AM): haha
amandax0ii 1:00 am
(1:00:41 AM): geebus
(1:00:45 AM): are you still awake?
jambamflimflam 1:01 am
(1:01:06 AM): did he ever read them? :O
(1:01:07 AM): sorry bout that
(1:01:12 AM): i got something to eat
(1:01:16 AM): :D
amandax0ii 1:01 am
(1:01:25 AM): it's okay
(1:01:27 AM): and who?
jambamflimflam 1:02 am
(1:02:32 AM): your exes and stuff?
amandax0ii 1:02 am
(1:02:37 AM): oh
(1:02:37 AM): no
(1:02:45 AM): deleted me off of everything
(1:02:48 AM): /)___-

Thursday, June 3, 2010

I hate what a relationship can do to me.

I still need to work on the 'I don't care' ethic.

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

I don't hate the school.

I seriously don't. I'm just really frustrated at a lot of my peers for being inconsiderate and rude. I really dislike the way how people just throw me a small portion of their project to me and expect me to make it look like an A+ type of project. Seriously, it would be a lot better if you helped me out with my PowerPoint rather than expecting me to bullshit beautifully. I need to talk to Curran about how he's going to grade us tomorrow. I'm going to tell him how that my stupid neighbor did not contribute at all to the project and that my other partner barely contributed at all. I'm seriously furious. I hate how they don't take this seriously and I'm the only one who actually cares about my grade. I don't want to settle for a stupid B. I want an A. I know I can get an A and I don't want stupid lazy people to drag it down. Chemistry is just being too much of a handful. At this point, I'm just gonna cover the main points of every chapter and study from that. I'm not going to even deal with the minor factors. I know I'm going to fail, but Maestas favors me. I don't even really care anymore. APUSH.. I swear, they all annoy me. Every one of them. One thinks she's the shit because she is part of this and part of that. She has all the hardest classes and BLAH BLAH BLAH. Dude, just because I know you can do well, doesn't mean you can gloat about it on the daily. I know you're stressed out and whatnot, but stop looking at me to comfort you when you're being treated like shit. I'm not the one who will say, "oh, you poor baby! here! let me compliment you until you feel better!" Dude, we all have our struggles. Hop off our nutz. K, now it's your turn. You love to listen to everything and gossip about everything. You love to be in drama and you love seeing people mad. Seriously? You're fucked up. Leave everyone alone and worry about your life. You're a typical Chinese chick. And last, it's you. You're so fucking lazy now, I swear! OMG! You don't help do shit at all. You just love being a bitch to me and when I don't tolerate it, you get all up on it. You ask the most obvious questions that aren't even worth mentioning. It's just common sense and I wish you'd just seriously grow up and stop acting like you know everything. I hope I don't have any classes with you next year. I hate how you automatically choose me to be your partner for group projects. Piano is whatever. I don't care anymore. English.. I have to write 5 stories in one day and the rough drafts are due Thursday. In other words, I'm fucked. Precal.. I do care about my grade. I just hate his teaching criteria. I hate that class.

I'm so ready to break down tonight. I feel like just shooting everyone and calling it a day. I wish people would be a little more considerate and just help out one another so that we all wouldn't have to kill each other. Fuck. I really REALLY dislike a lot of my peers that it's kinda a little too close to hate.

Monday, May 31, 2010

I Miss You.

I had a dream about you again last night. It's the second time that you've entered my dreams.. it's making me hesitant to cross paths with you again. I miss you. A lot. I'm not over you and I don't think that I'll ever be. I don't know what I'd do if I ever saw you again. I have a feeling that it'll happen. Maybe not now, maybe not soon, but I think it's gonna happen. In my dreams, I avoided you for as long as I could. I was trying to avoid the awkward tension the second we would lay eyes upon each other. I'm sick of missing you. I'm sick of the wondering, dreams, and nostalgia. I just wish you'd just come back to me so that all this bullshit can just stop. I just want you back. I wish I could just rewind time back when you were just mine. Sigh.. And after all the shit I went through, I still think of you. Fuckkkkkkkk.

-A.Ly

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Monday, September 21, 2009

I'm Sorry..

I would like to apologize for not being truthful and I just.. don't know what's been happening. I don't know how to say this, cus' you're like blood to me, but here it goes.

I'm sorry for talking shit because that's what everyone does. Naturally. I just don't remember why I probably said those things cus' it's been a while back. I get annoyed of everyone once they become too close to me or too clingy. It's a habit. I always tend to talk shit about everyone, but it doesn't usually bite me in the ass this hard. I don't know how you found out, but I'm REALLY sorry. I do miss you, I really do. I haven't seen you in months. I miss your craziness and everything. I know I can't use that as a loophole out of this, but I feel bad. I should have told you what was bothering me and I apologize. Yeah, I am a pussy cus' I usually can't tell people upfront of what I really feel. I didn't use you. Dude, to be honest, I loved you like a sister. Did everything together, talked to each other, etc. You were hella true to your words and I hella respected that. I looked up to you; I was envious. You had almost everything I wanted, but I slowly realized that I should be thankful for what I got. Idk. I talk shit because I get jealous. I know it's not as simple as that, but it's f'real. Ughh, I'm really REALLY REALLY sorry that I did hurt you and I hope you know that I still care for you. I know you hate me right now, but it hurts me. I don't wanna lose you. I understand if you don't wanna see me anymore etc., but I'm deeply sorry from the bottom of my heart. I know you won't forgive me. I wouldn't either. But f'real though, I still love you like a sister. If I didn't give a shit, I wouldn't bother to read your Facebook, Tumblr, or blogs. I wouldn't care to look at your buddy info or try to find reasons to visit you. If I didn't care, I wouldn't even be making this letter thing.. I admit, I am a fake ass bitch. I do betray people. I do break hearts and I do cause tears. I talk shit. I make people feel bad. I do things to make other people like me. I try hard to fit in. I'm sorry for my huge mistake. I'm sorry for hurting you. I'm sorry for betraying you. I understand if you hate me. I understand if you never wanna see my face again. I understand if you dispise me. I would too. I just wanted to let you know that I still care cus' you're family. I'm still trying to figure myself out and I'm still trying to fix the bad parts of me. I know I broke your trust and Idk. I'm truely sorry.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

LOL like wtf? You don't even know me!

seescandygurl753 (9:35:23 PM): hi, its carolyn
Amandax0ii (9:35:36 PM): yo what's up?
seescandygurl753 (9:35:46 PM): nm, just getting ready for school
Amandax0ii (9:35:51 PM): cool
Amandax0ii (9:35:53 PM): excited?
seescandygurl753 (9:36:00 PM): sort of
Amandax0ii (9:36:07 PM): haha
seescandygurl753 (9:36:13 PM): haha
seescandygurl753 (9:36:13 PM): ya
seescandygurl753 (9:36:23 PM): i'm just wanna see my friends
Amandax0ii (9:36:36 PM): ehh
Amandax0ii (9:36:50 PM): i don't have a lot of close friends
Amandax0ii (9:36:58 PM): so i kinda don't care, lol
Amandax0ii (9:37:07 PM): i truely have more real friends at irvington
seescandygurl753 (9:37:14 PM): i go to irvington
seescandygurl753 (9:37:17 PM): hehe
Amandax0ii (9:37:18 PM): cus' they're way more legit than my school
Amandax0ii (9:37:29 PM): yeeee, lucky haha.
seescandygurl753 (9:37:39 PM): am i one of ur friends?
Amandax0ii (9:37:48 PM): uhm
Amandax0ii (9:37:49 PM): lol
Amandax0ii (9:37:53 PM): idk you that well
seescandygurl753 (9:38:04 PM): well u can ask me anything
seescandygurl753 (9:38:12 PM): so we can get to know each other as friends
Amandax0ii (9:38:18 PM): lol that's cool
Amandax0ii (9:38:21 PM): uhmmm
Amandax0ii (9:38:27 PM): do you know my ex?
Amandax0ii (9:38:28 PM): haha
seescandygurl753 (9:38:33 PM): yes
Amandax0ii (9:38:41 PM): how? o-o
Amandax0ii (9:38:43 PM): lol
seescandygurl753 (9:38:50 PM): he told me
seescandygurl753 (9:38:58 PM): that we've known each other since third grade
seescandygurl753 (9:39:01 PM): and i told him second grade
seescandygurl753 (9:39:04 PM): but whatever
seescandygurl753 (9:39:14 PM): but we were in the same first grade class
Amandax0ii (9:39:15 PM): told him what?
Amandax0ii (9:39:16 PM): o-o
seescandygurl753 (9:39:23 PM): ya
seescandygurl753 (9:39:39 PM): hmm
seescandygurl753 (9:39:46 PM): u wanna know anything else?
Amandax0ii (9:40:18 PM): uhmm
Amandax0ii (9:40:29 PM): how long have you known my cousins?
seescandygurl753 (9:40:38 PM): who r ur cousins?
Amandax0ii (9:40:46 PM): jennifer & leslie
seescandygurl753 (9:40:54 PM): oh their ur cousins?
seescandygurl753 (9:40:56 PM): i never knew that
Amandax0ii (9:41:02 PM): haha, sorta
Amandax0ii (9:41:06 PM): i call them my cousins
seescandygurl753 (9:41:11 PM): haha oh
seescandygurl753 (9:41:14 PM): i knew
seescandygurl753 (9:41:17 PM): jennifer from pe last year
seescandygurl753 (9:41:21 PM): from our friend
seescandygurl753 (9:41:24 PM): and leslie
seescandygurl753 (9:41:29 PM): i had bio with her last year
Amandax0ii (9:41:34 PM): ohh, i see
Amandax0ii (9:41:35 PM): that's cool
seescandygurl753 (9:41:38 PM): ya
seescandygurl753 (9:41:53 PM): hmm
seescandygurl753 (9:42:06 PM): since we don't really know each other well, i'm like kinda shy to ask u more questions
Amandax0ii (9:42:23 PM): lol
Amandax0ii (9:42:25 PM): no worries
Amandax0ii (9:42:30 PM): i like answering
seescandygurl753 (9:42:40 PM): i had a friend named amanda once
seescandygurl753 (9:43:15 PM): i thought me and her were going to still be friends for quite a long time but i guess i was wrong
seescandygurl753 (9:43:16 PM): :/
Amandax0ii (9:43:30 PM): cayabyab? or whatever you spell it
Amandax0ii (9:43:31 PM): haha
Amandax0ii (9:43:32 PM): sorry
seescandygurl753 (9:43:38 PM): haha
seescandygurl753 (9:43:39 PM): ya here
seescandygurl753 (9:43:43 PM): u know her?
Amandax0ii (9:44:00 PM): i've come across her page once or twice before
Amandax0ii (9:44:02 PM): hehe
seescandygurl753 (9:44:11 PM): me and her used to be hella good friends
seescandygurl753 (9:44:13 PM): and shirlee
seescandygurl753 (9:44:18 PM): told me that they used to be friends too
Amandax0ii (9:45:10 PM): and then?
seescandygurl753 (9:45:42 PM): her and shirlee?
seescandygurl753 (9:45:46 PM): or her and me?
Amandax0ii (9:45:56 PM): both?
seescandygurl753 (9:45:59 PM): oh
seescandygurl753 (9:46:07 PM): well she as in amanda
seescandygurl753 (9:46:09 PM): told me that
seescandygurl753 (9:46:12 PM): shirlee was mad at her
seescandygurl753 (9:46:16 PM): and i was like why
seescandygurl753 (9:46:25 PM): and at that time
seescandygurl753 (9:46:28 PM): amanda
seescandygurl753 (9:46:32 PM): went out with ur ex
seescandygurl753 (9:46:35 PM): and like
seescandygurl753 (9:46:46 PM): shirlee got mad and started crying cuz she really liked him
seescandygurl753 (9:47:00 PM): and for me
seescandygurl753 (9:47:01 PM): like
seescandygurl753 (9:47:18 PM): me and her used to be good friends like in sixth grade summer school
seescandygurl753 (9:47:19 PM): and then like
seescandygurl753 (9:47:24 PM): i met one of her best friends
seescandygurl753 (9:47:25 PM): and like
seescandygurl753 (9:47:35 PM): i mean her best friend
seescandygurl753 (9:47:46 PM): started talking crap about me
seescandygurl753 (9:47:52 PM): saying that i'm dumb,stupid, and retarded
Amandax0ii (9:47:53 PM): for no reason?
seescandygurl753 (9:47:54 PM): and annoying
seescandygurl753 (9:47:57 PM): ya
seescandygurl753 (9:48:00 PM): and like
Amandax0ii (9:48:00 PM): okay..
Amandax0ii (9:48:03 PM): wow
Amandax0ii (9:48:04 PM): okay
Amandax0ii (9:48:07 PM): that's just stupid
seescandygurl753 (9:48:10 PM): like
Amandax0ii (9:48:12 PM): anyways, cont. please
Amandax0ii (9:48:12 PM): haha
seescandygurl753 (9:48:15 PM): haha
seescandygurl753 (9:48:18 PM): and like
seescandygurl753 (9:48:21 PM): amanda's best friend
seescandygurl753 (9:48:30 PM): started talking crap about mes
seescandygurl753 (9:48:31 PM): saying
seescandygurl753 (9:48:39 PM): that i'm dumb, stupid, and retarded
seescandygurl753 (9:48:42 PM): and amanda
seescandygurl753 (9:48:45 PM): was like thats messed up
seescandygurl753 (9:48:52 PM): so then few days later,
seescandygurl753 (9:48:53 PM): amanda
seescandygurl753 (9:48:58 PM): ditched me for her
seescandygurl753 (9:49:04 PM): and i was like wat the heck?
seescandygurl753 (9:49:06 PM): and then
Amandax0ii (9:49:06 PM): :/
seescandygurl753 (9:49:08 PM): i asked
seescandygurl753 (9:49:11 PM): my friend
seescandygurl753 (9:49:20 PM): why did amanda's best friend
seescandygurl753 (9:49:22 PM): ditch me
seescandygurl753 (9:49:27 PM): and amanda's best friend
seescandygurl753 (9:49:31 PM): was like
seescandygurl753 (9:49:34 PM): carolyn as in me
seescandygurl753 (9:49:40 PM): should go hang out with her asian friends
seescandygurl753 (9:49:46 PM): and i was like that is soo racist
seescandygurl753 (9:49:49 PM): like
seescandygurl753 (9:49:52 PM): i have never heard anyone
seescandygurl753 (9:49:59 PM): tell me that i should hang out with my asian friends
seescandygurl753 (9:50:02 PM): and i was soo mad
Amandax0ii (9:50:35 PM): uhh
Amandax0ii (9:50:39 PM): isn't she asian too?
Amandax0ii (9:50:41 PM): -___-
seescandygurl753 (9:51:14 PM): amanda's friend?
seescandygurl753 (9:51:18 PM): or amanda?
Amandax0ii (9:51:23 PM): her friend
seescandygurl753 (9:51:46 PM): her friend is indian
Amandax0ii (9:51:49 PM): cus' i have hella racial comebacks, though i am not a racist
Amandax0ii (9:51:50 PM): LOL
seescandygurl753 (9:51:58 PM): ya i'm not a racist either
Amandax0ii (9:51:59 PM): go tell her to get high off curry
Amandax0ii (9:52:01 PM): LOL
Amandax0ii (9:52:06 PM): sorry, i have more
Amandax0ii (9:52:07 PM): haha
seescandygurl753 (9:52:10 PM): haha
seescandygurl753 (9:52:11 PM): continue
Amandax0ii (9:52:26 PM): tell her she should shower more often
Amandax0ii (9:52:27 PM): haha
Amandax0ii (9:52:28 PM): LOL
Amandax0ii (9:52:30 PM): okay okay
seescandygurl753 (9:52:31 PM): haha
Amandax0ii (9:52:32 PM): i'll stop
seescandygurl753 (9:52:32 PM): LOL
Amandax0ii (9:52:33 PM): haha
seescandygurl753 (9:52:36 PM): its ok
seescandygurl753 (9:52:38 PM): i hate her soo much
seescandygurl753 (9:52:41 PM): anyways
seescandygurl753 (9:52:46 PM): like one of my best friends
seescandygurl753 (9:52:49 PM): called amanda's friend
seescandygurl753 (9:52:54 PM): an ugly duckling
Amandax0ii (9:52:57 PM): LOL
seescandygurl753 (9:52:57 PM): cuz she is just sooo ugly
Amandax0ii (9:52:59 PM): fosho
seescandygurl753 (9:53:05 PM): right?
seescandygurl753 (9:53:06 PM): like
seescandygurl753 (9:53:07 PM): my friend
seescandygurl753 (9:53:09 PM): and i
seescandygurl753 (9:53:12 PM): said
seescandygurl753 (9:53:13 PM): that
seescandygurl753 (9:53:17 PM): if amanda's friend
seescandygurl753 (9:53:19 PM): was a duck
seescandygurl753 (9:53:26 PM): we would shoot her until she dies
seescandygurl753 (9:53:30 PM): LOL
seescandygurl753 (9:53:31 PM): haha
seescandygurl753 (9:53:32 PM): we're soo mean
Amandax0ii (9:53:33 PM): amanda should eat her =D
seescandygurl753 (9:53:36 PM): haha
seescandygurl753 (9:53:41 PM): she should
seescandygurl753 (9:53:43 PM): :D
Amandax0ii (9:53:46 PM): if she likes stinky duck
Amandax0ii (9:53:47 PM): lol
Amandax0ii (9:53:49 PM): LOL
Amandax0ii (9:53:53 PM): helllllla fucked up
Amandax0ii (9:53:53 PM): haha
seescandygurl753 (9:54:05 PM): hahaha
seescandygurl753 (9:54:11 PM): i know right
seescandygurl753 (9:54:20 PM): i just want to beat amanda's friend up
seescandygurl753 (9:54:22 PM): soo badly
Amandax0ii (9:54:41 PM): how's your relationship with amanda?
Amandax0ii (9:54:45 PM): is it better?
seescandygurl753 (9:55:16 PM): nope
seescandygurl753 (9:55:24 PM): she's been talking a lot of crap about me
Amandax0ii (9:55:28 PM): eww
Amandax0ii (9:55:30 PM): haha
seescandygurl753 (9:55:38 PM): haha
Amandax0ii (9:55:59 PM): hmm
Amandax0ii (9:56:02 PM): is that it?
seescandygurl753 (9:56:11 PM): she thinks she can beat me up
seescandygurl753 (9:56:13 PM): like really
seescandygurl753 (9:56:45 PM): like she's shorter than me
Amandax0ii (9:56:57 PM): how tall are you?
seescandygurl753 (9:57:14 PM): i think5'2
seescandygurl753 (9:57:21 PM): ya i know i'm short
Amandax0ii (9:57:23 PM): ehh, i'm your height
Amandax0ii (9:57:31 PM): i've wrestled guys before
Amandax0ii (9:57:34 PM): you'll do fine
seescandygurl753 (9:57:42 PM): haha
seescandygurl753 (9:57:44 PM): i hope
Amandax0ii (9:57:50 PM): DAMN she must be hella short
seescandygurl753 (9:57:55 PM): haha
Amandax0ii (9:57:57 PM): i'm the same height as anh
Amandax0ii (9:58:04 PM): okay, he's a little bit taller
seescandygurl753 (9:58:07 PM): ya he is
Amandax0ii (9:58:12 PM): but then we have the same shoe size
seescandygurl753 (9:58:13 PM): i used to be taller than him
Amandax0ii (9:58:17 PM): which i think is funny
seescandygurl753 (9:58:19 PM): but he got talleer
seescandygurl753 (9:58:20 PM): haha
Amandax0ii (9:58:21 PM): he's HELLLLLLLA short
Amandax0ii (9:58:24 PM): oh
Amandax0ii (9:58:25 PM): haha
Amandax0ii (9:58:32 PM): haven't seen him for a year
seescandygurl753 (9:58:40 PM): the last time
seescandygurl753 (9:58:42 PM): i saw him
seescandygurl753 (9:58:45 PM): was over the summer
Amandax0ii (9:58:48 PM): haha
seescandygurl753 (9:58:51 PM): ya
seescandygurl753 (9:59:00 PM): i'm like really good friends with his sis and cousin
Amandax0ii (9:59:04 PM): that's cool
Amandax0ii (9:59:13 PM): i wonder how he's been
Amandax0ii (9:59:34 PM): i kinda don't like talking to him a lot because i don't want him to have the feeling that i still like him
seescandygurl753 (9:59:43 PM): aww
Amandax0ii (9:59:58 PM): idk if he still has feelings for me to be honest
Amandax0ii (10:00:16 PM): he told me that he still liked me and never stopped
Amandax0ii (10:00:17 PM): but idk
Amandax0ii (10:00:32 PM): i'm over him cus' i don't want him to go stalker status on me
Amandax0ii (10:00:34 PM): haha
seescandygurl753 (10:00:51 PM): haha
seescandygurl753 (10:01:00 PM): so r u guys like friends right now?
Amandax0ii (10:01:03 PM): idk
Amandax0ii (10:01:12 PM): haven't talked to him in forever
Amandax0ii (10:01:25 PM): oh dude, are you okay about talking about this?
seescandygurl753 (10:01:38 PM): its ok
seescandygurl753 (10:01:43 PM): we can talk about it
seescandygurl753 (10:01:57 PM): cuz his cuzin used to tell me about u and him
Amandax0ii (10:02:10 PM): what cousin?
seescandygurl753 (10:02:15 PM): anh's cousin
Amandax0ii (10:02:19 PM): lol
Amandax0ii (10:02:28 PM): i know but what's his name? haha
seescandygurl753 (10:02:41 PM): umm
seescandygurl753 (10:02:44 PM): its a girl
Amandax0ii (10:02:48 PM): oh
Amandax0ii (10:02:50 PM): my bad
seescandygurl753 (10:02:53 PM): its k
seescandygurl753 (10:02:55 PM): :)
seescandygurl753 (10:03:00 PM): *ok
Amandax0ii (10:03:06 PM): i guess, haha
seescandygurl753 (10:03:15 PM): haha
seescandygurl753 (10:03:18 PM): but i remember
seescandygurl753 (10:03:23 PM): i haven't talked to one of my exes
seescandygurl753 (10:03:27 PM): for like 5 years
seescandygurl753 (10:03:29 PM): :/
Amandax0ii (10:03:44 PM): aww
Amandax0ii (10:03:47 PM): it's okay
Amandax0ii (10:03:52 PM): you'll find better
seescandygurl753 (10:04:25 PM): i thought i did last year
seescandygurl753 (10:04:44 PM): but i guess i was wrong
seescandygurl753 (10:04:45 PM): :/
Amandax0ii (10:05:17 PM): how long have you liked him?
seescandygurl753 (10:05:35 PM): i've liked my ex
seescandygurl753 (10:05:39 PM): for like about a month
seescandygurl753 (10:05:45 PM): but then
seescandygurl753 (10:05:49 PM): i found out he was cheating on me
seescandygurl753 (10:05:52 PM): with a girl
seescandygurl753 (10:05:56 PM): who was addicted to drugs
Amandax0ii (10:06:04 PM): oh wow
Amandax0ii (10:06:09 PM): you know you're better than that
seescandygurl753 (10:06:13 PM): ya
seescandygurl753 (10:06:16 PM): i got over him
seescandygurl753 (10:06:20 PM): when i found out about it
Amandax0ii (10:06:23 PM): yeah
seescandygurl753 (10:06:28 PM): yup
Amandax0ii (10:06:29 PM): it's his loss
Amandax0ii (10:06:32 PM): not yours
seescandygurl753 (10:06:33 PM): yup
seescandygurl753 (10:06:37 PM): like he told me
seescandygurl753 (10:06:41 PM): that he loved me
seescandygurl753 (10:06:43 PM): and then boom
seescandygurl753 (10:06:50 PM): the next day
Amandax0ii (10:06:52 PM): he's a douche
seescandygurl753 (10:06:52 PM): he cheated on me
seescandygurl753 (10:06:55 PM): haha
Amandax0ii (10:06:55 PM): haha
Amandax0ii (10:07:01 PM): most boys are douchebags
seescandygurl753 (10:07:05 PM): ya that is true
Amandax0ii (10:07:08 PM): look at my status!
Amandax0ii (10:07:09 PM): haha
seescandygurl753 (10:08:50 PM): hahaha
seescandygurl753 (10:08:55 PM): :)
seescandygurl753 (10:09:10 PM): whose the douchebag?
Amandax0ii (10:09:15 PM): haha
Amandax0ii (10:09:22 PM): i was playing country story
Amandax0ii (10:09:29 PM): and my friend eric took my crops
seescandygurl753 (10:09:29 PM): haha
Amandax0ii (10:09:32 PM): so i got mad
seescandygurl753 (10:09:32 PM): i love that game
Amandax0ii (10:09:33 PM): lol
seescandygurl753 (10:09:37 PM): hehe
seescandygurl753 (10:09:40 PM): i love playing that game
Amandax0ii (10:09:45 PM): yee
Amandax0ii (10:09:45 PM): haha
seescandygurl753 (10:09:56 PM): but i don't get the quests sometime
seescandygurl753 (10:09:57 PM): :/
Amandax0ii (10:10:01 PM): i love them
Amandax0ii (10:10:09 PM): takes me forever, but i love them
Amandax0ii (10:10:10 PM): haha
seescandygurl753 (10:10:13 PM): haha
seescandygurl753 (10:10:15 PM): me too
seescandygurl753 (10:10:20 PM): can u help me with some?
Amandax0ii (10:10:40 PM): sure
Amandax0ii (10:10:45 PM): what do you need help on?
seescandygurl753 (10:12:43 PM): like i need more
seescandygurl753 (10:12:46 PM): green peppers
seescandygurl753 (10:12:50 PM): and white radishes
Amandax0ii (10:12:56 PM): you needa go buy it
Amandax0ii (10:13:00 PM): and plant it
Amandax0ii (10:13:02 PM): like hellllllla
Amandax0ii (10:13:09 PM): and wait till tmmrw
Amandax0ii (10:13:11 PM): and you'll get it
seescandygurl753 (10:13:27 PM): like i only have 453 coins
seescandygurl753 (10:13:36 PM): i need more money
seescandygurl753 (10:13:37 PM): )=
Amandax0ii (10:13:40 PM): damn you're kinda poor
Amandax0ii (10:13:41 PM): lol
Amandax0ii (10:13:44 PM): sell some
seescandygurl753 (10:13:52 PM): k
Amandax0ii (10:14:04 PM): sell some crops you don't need
Amandax0ii (10:14:08 PM): and you'll get mone
seescandygurl753 (10:14:16 PM): ya i know
seescandygurl753 (10:14:36 PM): like have 315 white radishes
seescandygurl753 (10:14:39 PM): and 135 green peppers
seescandygurl753 (10:14:43 PM): should i just sell them?
Amandax0ii (10:15:20 PM): no no!
Amandax0ii (10:15:23 PM): don't sell them!
Amandax0ii (10:15:29 PM): sell the ones you DON'T need!
seescandygurl753 (10:15:37 PM): ok
seescandygurl753 (10:15:38 PM): dw
seescandygurl753 (10:15:41 PM): i didn't sell them
seescandygurl753 (10:15:44 PM): i was just wondering
seescandygurl753 (10:15:45 PM): :D
Amandax0ii (10:15:50 PM): haha
seescandygurl753 (10:16:04 PM): should i just sell their seeds
Amandax0ii (10:18:01 PM): no
Amandax0ii (10:18:06 PM): sell like red peppers
Amandax0ii (10:18:12 PM): and all the stuff that you don't need
seescandygurl753 (10:18:14 PM): i don't have any red peppers
seescandygurl753 (10:18:18 PM): i'll just sell like
Amandax0ii (10:18:21 PM): other crops you have?
seescandygurl753 (10:18:22 PM): the rocks and sticks
Amandax0ii (10:18:26 PM): yeah
Amandax0ii (10:18:32 PM): sell some food if you can too
Amandax0ii (10:18:40 PM): don't sell too much
seescandygurl753 (10:18:45 PM): i'll sell the food
seescandygurl753 (10:18:51 PM): i'll only sell one of each
seescandygurl753 (10:18:53 PM): is that ok?
Amandax0ii (10:19:26 PM): if you have a lot of food, then that's okay
Amandax0ii (10:19:30 PM): actually, yeah
Amandax0ii (10:19:40 PM): after you complete quests, they give you hella shit
seescandygurl753 (10:19:46 PM): ya i knkow
seescandygurl753 (10:19:52 PM): i like the money part
seescandygurl753 (10:19:53 PM): :)
Amandax0ii (10:20:05 PM): haha
Amandax0ii (10:20:09 PM): don't spend too much
Amandax0ii (10:20:11 PM): save up
seescandygurl753 (10:20:30 PM): haha
seescandygurl753 (10:20:31 PM): ya
seescandygurl753 (10:20:33 PM): ok
seescandygurl753 (10:20:36 PM): i'm done selling
Amandax0ii (10:20:41 PM): cool
seescandygurl753 (10:20:49 PM): now i need to focus on the quests
Amandax0ii (10:20:53 PM): so is there anything else you wanna talk about?
seescandygurl753 (10:20:54 PM): which i need help on
Amandax0ii (10:20:55 PM): oh
Amandax0ii (10:20:56 PM): haha
seescandygurl753 (10:21:23 PM): like i need help planting the rice
Amandax0ii (10:21:38 PM): i didn't know you could do that
seescandygurl753 (10:21:47 PM): it was one of the quests
seescandygurl753 (10:21:51 PM): that u need to plant two
Amandax0ii (10:22:41 PM): oh
seescandygurl753 (10:22:50 PM): ya.
seescandygurl753 (10:23:07 PM): i need more plants
seescandygurl753 (10:23:11 PM): if i only had enough money
Amandax0ii (10:23:19 PM): lol
Amandax0ii (10:23:33 PM): it's not that hard to save money
seescandygurl753 (10:23:47 PM): lol
seescandygurl753 (10:23:49 PM): i guess
seescandygurl753 (10:24:07 PM): i like need more seeds
seescandygurl753 (10:24:12 PM): so i can grow more plants
seescandygurl753 (10:24:21 PM): but i dont have enough money
seescandygurl753 (10:24:28 PM): do u mind lending me some?
Amandax0ii (10:25:35 PM): idk how
seescandygurl753 (10:25:58 PM): like u just go to ur storage
seescandygurl753 (10:26:08 PM): and just click on watever u wanna send
seescandygurl753 (10:26:15 PM): then just attach it to the gift
seescandygurl753 (10:26:21 PM): and then click on somebody
seescandygurl753 (10:26:25 PM): that u wanna send it to
Amandax0ii (10:26:31 PM): what do you need again?
Amandax0ii (10:26:35 PM): white reddish and what?
seescandygurl753 (10:26:41 PM): green peppers
seescandygurl753 (10:26:59 PM): u know my name right?
Amandax0ii (10:27:06 PM): yeah, haha
seescandygurl753 (10:27:21 PM): haha
seescandygurl753 (10:27:22 PM): ok
Amandax0ii (10:27:46 PM): ugh
Amandax0ii (10:27:50 PM): i'm hella stressing
Amandax0ii (10:27:55 PM): and breaking out
Amandax0ii (10:28:12 PM): well, not really, since i never get pimples, but it's just my face -___-
seescandygurl753 (10:28:33 PM): aww i'm sorry
seescandygurl753 (10:28:40 PM): i used to get a lot of pimples
Amandax0ii (10:29:13 PM): haha, i used to get one every year or so
seescandygurl753 (10:29:18 PM): ya same here
Amandax0ii (10:29:37 PM): i don't get them anymore unless i break out
seescandygurl753 (10:29:44 PM): i see
seescandygurl753 (10:29:54 PM): well amanda
seescandygurl753 (10:29:57 PM): i gotta go to sleep
seescandygurl753 (10:30:03 PM): it was really fun talking to u
seescandygurl753 (10:30:07 PM): cuz i gotta wake up early
seescandygurl753 (10:30:08 PM): tomorrow
seescandygurl753 (10:30:12 PM): to go to school
Amandax0ii (10:30:12 PM): have fun
Amandax0ii (10:30:13 PM): haha
Amandax0ii (10:30:15 PM): night
seescandygurl753 (10:30:16 PM): thanx
seescandygurl753 (10:30:18 PM): haha
seescandygurl753 (10:30:21 PM): night
seescandygurl753 (10:30:30 PM): i hope we get to talk to each other again
seescandygurl753 (10:30:31 PM): :)
Amandax0ii (10:30:40 PM): haha cool
Amandax0ii (10:30:41 PM): later

I have never met and ignorant/retarded obsessive dumb ass asian female before. I thought I was stupid? THINK AGAIN. Shieeeeeet. She's a new definition of HELLA FUCKING STUPID.